Wednesday, December 16, 2009

No amount of tears is enough to fill up this sadness.

It will just continue to flow

Till it goes numb

Till it has been forgotten

Till it has moved on

Till everything has end.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Always not satisfied

Always unhappy

Always expect perfection


Sorry,

But I just suck.

I can't be your perfect daughter.

Coz' I'm born loser.



More hurt on top of what I'm having now.

What the hack.

It's still dripping blood and now,

there's more.

It's so hard to stop now.

Coz' I care.

That's why it sucks now.

But why it's just so hard to understand?

Or maybe, it's just me who still don't understand?


Unspeakable thoughts are accumulating the loneliness.


Different issues Yet Similar Hurt, Similar frustration, Similar tears

Thursday, December 10, 2009

An interesting weekend for last week because I had fun with DSLR camera.
Totally, DSLR camera is ♥♥
(All thanks to Siang for lending his precious camera to this noob here.)

But i think my photos are still so-so. I totally sucks at taking portrait photos. I still prefer to take non-living objects.
But anyway, it's an experience, of being a photographer for one day.

Interesting.

Got my try for DSLR camera on Saturday during meet-up with Nee and Aeng.









Tulip Hearts Day for Children Cancer Foundation.
Initially I was reluctant to go for this charity event, because I dislike to see the reaction of people when we approached. But well, not that bad. At least we saw some 'interesting' excuses or reaction when people were being approached by us.








I really love DSLR camera.
Pardon me people. I love lomography. I understand that my style of editing the photos maybe abit lomo-ish.

DSLR FTW!
LOMO FTW!

Monday, December 07, 2009

I want a bloody DSLR camera.

It's really a LOVE LOVE LOVE.


Dear Father Santa,

Can I have a DSLR camera for this coming christmas?
Preferably Nikon D90. Canon EOS 500D seems not bad (as I tried it today.)


I want money to fall from sky

(Ok stop dreaming and GET REAL!)



Ok. Save money dude.
There's no Santa
There's no free lunch.

SAVE MY OWN BLOODY MONEY IF I WANT A DSLR CAMERA!!

rawwrr....

Thursday, December 03, 2009

I WANT!!!



ガゼット♥

Sunday, November 29, 2009

What am I going to do?

Is there anything I can do?

Thursday, November 26, 2009

No matter what happen, I still have to depend on myself.

SURVIVORRR~




Check out this song. I'm addicted to this and am learning to play the chords found from web.
Link: Fireflies by Owl City

Song writer: Adam Young

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies lit up the world as i fell asleep
'Cause they'd fill the open air
and leave teardrops everywhere
you'd think me rude but I'd just stand and stare

Chorus:
I'd like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause id get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs
as they tried to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
a sockhop beneath my bed
a disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When i fall asleep

leave my door open just a crack
(please take me away from here)
'Cause i feel like such an insomniac
(please take me away from here)
why do i tire of counting sheep
(please take me away from here)
when I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause i hate goodbyes
i got misty eyes as they said farewell
but ill know where several are
if my dreams get real bizarre
'cause i saved a few and i keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When i fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When i fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
Its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams...